Okay so some of your are going to flip a table but
I think I’m going to quit doing M.O.D.
The truth is I haven’t really been enjoying the videos much at all. I’m really quite a shy person, and acting and recording myself aren’t how I like to work. I’m zany enough if I know you in person, but I like to entertain people through indirect mediums- animation and comics etc.
I’ve never liked being in the spotlight and this whole gig is just making me very anxious, and tired. It literally takes away my entire Sunday; putting on the makeup, coming up with answers, recording, editing, uploading, then livestream… I just feel like I could be using that day to make more things that are much better, like maybe working on some short animations or working on the comic. When I was still looking for work it was sort of okay, but now I’m working from 9 to 6 five days a week it’s just too much to have a one day weekend.
So… yeah. Sorry. I stink, I know, but I have to admit to myself that this doesn’t make me happy, and I can do other things to make you chaps happier than M.O.D. does. Maybe occasionally I’ll break her out of storage for larks, but this whole weekly shindig is just not my style.
S-sorry…
