okay just to elaborate on that last post I am feeling very small and very stupid, and I don’t know what the right thing to do is, so I suppose I might as well take this opportunity to say I am sorry for being wrong, and small and sad and stupid, but I will try to get things wrong less often and keep learning as much as I can, and I know I will be okay as long as I can keep trying, and that I have to be okay because you guys are great and all have helped me to become less stupid and wrong, but just for the moment I am small, and sad, and feeling rather uncommonly useless, so I do apologize for that and I hope you can forgive me for being a small, sad, and uncommonly useless thing but for the time being I think it’s all I can manage