I didn’t consider this, I’m very sorry (especially to you second anon, I feel like a real dingus and I hope your circumstances improve and I’m very sorry for ever making you feel that frustration), I just do? feel terrible. about it. so many of us do- however I can see that at this point I am causing more anguish and that is the exact opposite of what I intended- I didn’t really intend anything? I guess I wasn’t thinking about it from these angles and I’ll try to cut it out now I WILL cut it out now! do better mod! I will. I love you.
aw man, well- see, these are valid too! gosh. I don’t know what to say at this point- I still mean what I said in the original, I am sorry for not looking at things from another point of view and I am sorry for causing any sadness, at the same time I am still like, wildly angry at the situation and feel responsible as a representative of this country to voice that disappointment, though perhaps the fact it’s manifesting as self hatred is a bit unhelpful… I don’t know man. I think I just have to leave this at that- throwing my hands in the air in a confession that I just, don’t know! what to say. I hope things turn around somehow, but I just am too tired and stupid to be able to communicate all these big complicated feelings in an articulate enough manner (also wow it’s late and I should not be typing UH GOODNIGHT I may delete this post eventually- not because it doesn’t matter I just don’t have the brain or energy to deal w this right now)
