Step one: write out all the things you hate about yourself.
Step two: put them in order of worst to best.
Step three: focus on the top three/four and imagine what it would look like.
Step four: draw it.
Step five (optional): watch it develop its own independent personality and minor fan-base before running amok by starting its own web comic.
Step six: find a good corner to cry in.
whelp now that my eyes are sufficiently bleeding and I’m appropriately dissatisfied with the result
yaaaay more insecurities
HOLY SHIT.
Girl I do NOT want to mess with your issues D8
whoops
#go find someone whose inner turmoil is a laundromat
Sarah you’re killing me.
Also what the hell is this why are our absolute worst qualities so fun to draw.
RGB stop that.
Yeah, not going to splurge talk about this again (because I TL;DR so easily and oh hello midnight), but that’s partly why I hate this side of me- it’s so easy to find appealing. I hate it when I’m being like this because I’m basically selling snake oil to people who need a real doctor, and even I fall for my own sale sometimes.
Also I figure if this were in the game when he gets down to low HP he’d go bat shit creepy on your ass so maybe this’ll change your mind.
Hee.
Oh and I think I’m going to call him RGB. I dunno, just feels right to me.
what can I say
drawing the embodiment of why I suck is fun
SEE?
SEE?!
IT’S NOT JUST ME what is the deal with this though shouldn’t it be, like, horribly traumatic or something? Drawing the part of you that you really really wish wasn’t?
At this rate I’d never actually get around to the ’omg you’re not me gtfo’ schpeil and I’d never even get to see the guy :C
Because he totally is. I just. Still don’t like that he is. Or that I am. God this is getting confusing.
Yesssssss.
Hell let’s try making a meme out of this :D
DRAW YOUR PERSONA SHADOW IT’S FUN AND DISTURBING AND YOU HAVE TO DREDGE UP THE WORST PARTS OF YOUR SOUL FOR EVERYONE TO SEE.