Posts tagged "idk I am learning about myself as I go"

Anonymous asked: you are the definition of 'ain't give a damn' about your past online and I truly and deeply admire and envy that

Well shucks, it’s not like there aren’t things I’m a little embarrassed about but I think it would be silly to go all out and spend energy regretting things which I enjoyed so much at the time, and 99% of the time I still do enjoy them! I think part of the open admittance thing I find myself doing these days is cathartic, y’know? Seeing how I ended up in the crazy place I am by going through the things I did, and out of all the things to ‘give a damn’ about I think having a rampagingly good time, making new friends and creating new things is about the last thing I would put on the list of being all negative about :Tb I also want other people who are, maybe going through things like feeling awkward about ‘confessing’ they like/used to like something a lot, to know that it’s okay to say that! Your past doesn’t define you, and any true enthusiastic love of something is a really good thing for your growth as a creative individual- if it doesn’t harm others or yourself. You’ll get to the same point of acceptance in your own time I’m sure! But for now just enjoy the present, you can work on the past as you go.