Step one: write out all the things you hate about yourself.
Step two: put them in order of worst to best.
Step three: focus on the top three/four and imagine what it would look like.
Step four: draw it.
Step five (optional): watch it develop its own independent personality and minor fan-base before running amok by starting its own web comic.
Step six: find a good corner to cry in.
whoops
#go find someone whose inner turmoil is a laundromat
Sarah you’re killing me.
Also what the hell is this why are our absolute worst qualities so fun to draw.
RGB stop that.
Yeah, not going to splurge talk about this again (because I TL;DR so easily and oh hello midnight), but that’s partly why I hate this side of me- it’s so easy to find appealing. I hate it when I’m being like this because I’m basically selling snake oil to people who need a real doctor, and even I fall for my own sale sometimes.
Also I figure if this were in the game when he gets down to low HP he’d go bat shit creepy on your ass so maybe this’ll change your mind.
Hee.
Oh and I think I’m going to call him RGB. I dunno, just feels right to me.
what can I say
drawing the embodiment of why I suck is fun
SEE?
SEE?!
IT’S NOT JUST ME what is the deal with this though shouldn’t it be, like, horribly traumatic or something? Drawing the part of you that you really really wish wasn’t?
At this rate I’d never actually get around to the ’omg you’re not me gtfo’ schpeil and I’d never even get to see the guy :C
Because he totally is. I just. Still don’t like that he is. Or that I am. God this is getting confusing.
You are horrible people, you know that? You know I have no self restraint and can’t resist these sorts of things.
Anyway, the eye picture isn’t that big anyway because I had to match it to the card, which I couldn’t find in a bigger size than the one here so herp derp. As for the arcana, I’m not a massive tarot nut so I could be wrong, but in terms of the Persona series I figure the Magician is the most obvious card for me. I create, make awful jokes, am a typical slab of comedy relief and have the classic entertainer complex; I have to be entertaining people or I feel I’m a completely useless waste of space. Really not sure what my persona would be, but I figure the one I’d have to face-off with would be something playing along those lines.
You see, I really am nothing without my ability to entertain people. People in the business sometimes call that a mask to cover their true self, but my biggest fear is that I don’t even have anything underneath that. I hate taking responsibility- because I know I can’t. I know the world is slowly crashing down around my ears and burning down to ash, and there’s absolutely nothing I can do about it. I am fiddling while Rome burns, but I still love the applause and I love to make people smile, I need to make people smile. I am completely reliant on having people respond to me, because without that I know I am nothing; I can’t cook, I’m terrible at maths and I’m as weak as a kitten. In the practical world I have no value at all, so I manipulate people to give myself worth, as a supplier of humour.
TL:DR Mod thinks about these things too much and is the self confessed opiate of the masses.
be persona w/ me
http://mcgenio.deviantart.com/art/Persona-Eyes-Generator-258809796
Pfft. Using a generator is too sensible.
(via bloodrock-lobster)
Trust mine to be a Greek tragedy.
Really had waaaay too much fun doing these XD but goddamnit I love those games.
Sketch work on the design was cool too- http://i728.photobucket.com/albums/ww283/olafpriol/jervis20.jpg and if you’re wondering who the hell Lyssa was- http://www.theoi.com/Daimon/Lyssa.html
Neeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrd.
