Posts tagged "I shouldn't write when I'm just going to bed but"

Haha okay wow okay so I literally just explained today that I do not enjoy drawing the sky in this part of the comic to an absurd degree because it is actually something that makes me feel physically nauseous and someone just sent me an ask to ’make the sky less creepy’.

Look, sweety, or any other sweety who feels that way, this comic is scary and gross in places, and if you don’t like it; that’s fine, that’s a normal reaction! This is not a normal story. I am tagging these page updates with trypophobia/tw: trypophobia, and if there’s another warning any of you feel is appropriate for any of my updates at any time please do not hesitate to tell me because I do not want to trigger anyone. I am not setting out to traumatize anyone, but it is a very weird story with a weird world that is routed in dream logic, and phobias are certainly a part of the research that has gone into it. It covers some distressing situations, so it is bound to distress some people, even if I am going at it from an angle that is relatively accessible. I am not aiming to please, I am telling a story.

Whether you read it or not is your choice.

If you don’t want to read the comic, that’s fine! I don’t want to upset anyone, and I’m certainly not forcing anyone to read it, but please don’t ask me to change it. It is a) insulting b) impossible because I am absolutely not the person dictating what happens or what this thing looks like. The story is a hostage situation. It has sat on me like a very large manatee and told me that it will get off when I have finished making it, and I intend to finish it even if that takes the better part of my life. I have to draw it, and I have to draw it the way that it is meant to be, so please please don’t ask me to do it another way because it is really not a thing that can or will happen.

Sorry if that was a little snippy/long-winded; I have a cold it’s annoying my brain but, yes, please don’t do that. To anyone.