I’M KIND OF SCARED RIGHT NOW BUT I’M ALSO BEING CONSUMED BY ELATED FITS OF LAUGHTER OH MY GOD WHAT IS MY LIFE DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ANYONE ELSEBECAUSE I CAN'T SAY I'VE WITNESSED ITAND IT'S SORT OF TERRIFYING TO GET IT FIRSTHANDBUT IT'S BRILLIANT AT THE SAME TIMEEVEN IF MY LONG STANDING ISSUES WITH THE CONCEPT OF REALITY ARE REALLY BEING PUT THROUGH THE WRINGERAGAIN