Okay so some of your are going to flip a table but
I think I’m going to quit doing M.O.D.
The truth is I haven’t really been enjoying the videos much at all. I’m really quite a shy person, and acting and recording myself aren’t how I like to work. I’m zany enough if I know you in person, but I like to entertain people through indirect mediums- animation and comics etc.
I’ve never liked being in the spotlight and this whole gig is just making me very anxious, and tired. It literally takes away my entire Sunday; putting on the makeup, coming up with answers, recording, editing, uploading, then livestream… I just feel like I could be using that day to make more things that are much better, like maybe working on some short animations or working on the comic. When I was still looking for work it was sort of okay, but now I’m working from 9 to 6 five days a week it’s just too much to have a one day weekend.
So… yeah. Sorry. I stink, I know, but I have to admit to myself that this doesn’t make me happy, and I can do other things to make you chaps happier than M.O.D. does. Maybe occasionally I’ll break her out of storage for larks, but this whole weekly shindig is just not my style.
S-sorry…

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cycloniclops said: It’s a shame it wasn’t working for you. Quitting it is better for you though, it shouldn’t be a job. ♥
littlefoxinabigforest said: You don’t stink! I totally respect your decision, and admire you for it as well =]
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yamyams said: Oh don’t worry about it, dear. WHatever makes ya feel happy is alright. :] It REALLY did look tiresome on you so I don’t blame ya. *pappap*
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu00uuuuuuuuuugh said: Theres no need to be upset :) I think most people who follow you would be perfectly happy with more art instead of M.O.D, myself included :D
wyrmy said: Doing something you don’t want to becomes a chore. And that’s no good for anyone.
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castleintheskye said: It’s okay! If you aren’t enjoying it then there’s no reason for you to keep on doing it. :)
miraclemango said: Shhhhhhh Mod it’s fine.♥ Sorry it didn’t work out for you.
whethervane said: It’s fine! In any case it means more lovely Mod things. : )
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sliverwolfdemon said: it’s ok, do your thing.
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dontwastethetea said: [You tried. Which is impressive in and of itself. Perhaps someday you’ll be willing to try again.]
nothingtofearbut said: ((By all means hun!!! don’t force yourself to do something you don’t enjoy. Especially something like that. ))
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friendlytroll said: D'aww, honies. People will understand.
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