Okay so it’s day two of wrecking my fingers trying to learn how to play guitar (oh my god why do I have such pudgy sensitive baby hands the paaaaiiiin), and I talk to myself when nobody else is in. Call me mad but it’s somehow better than just going insane in silence.

Generally I’m giving myself a good telling off because obviously that’s the healthiest way to get myself to improve.

I just called myself a blithering dolt.

I… I didn’t even know that I could use that phrase and mean it sincerely.