oops okay re: beating up on myself/the UK

I didn’t consider this, I’m very sorry (especially to you second anon, I feel like a real dingus and I hope your circumstances improve and I’m very sorry for ever making you feel that frustration), I just do? feel terrible. about it. so many of us do- however I can see that at this point I am causing more anguish and that is the exact opposite of what I intended- I didn’t really intend anything? I guess I wasn’t thinking about it from these angles and I’ll try to cut it out now I WILL cut it out now! do better mod! I will. I love you.