! oh anon I’m so sorry to hear that, also oddly I know I don’t know what you been through so obviously I can’t say ‘I understand’ bUT as someone who has been a) nearly run over 3 times b) fell down a volcano c) had depression and only remembered wtf I wanted to be after watching the Muppet Show I absolutely understand how important finding comfort material is. I’m so glad if I’ve helped in any little way and I hope you have a better time from now on (also recommend watching the original Muppet Movie/the Muppet Treasure Island that’s some good quality viewing my friend)